I have a
record of miles I have run since 1980, when I first started to log miles
with a purpose. Yes, as odd as it seems I do have a little bit of Type A
personality in me. By the time you read this I will be well past 20,000
miles. It is hard to imagine that many miles. That distance is over seven times
across the United States and roughly eighty per cent of the circumference of
the Earth (a distance mark that is on my Bucket List) and all with original
equipment. I have endured very few overuse injuries. A sore knee here a
strained muscle there, the odd sprained ankle but nothing that I ever feared
would end my running. I have run through hard times and joyous times. Within
the 20,000 are miles of pain both physical and emotional. Loss of friends, loss
of jobs, loss of relationships, fear of the unknown and failure, fatigue and
strain, literal blood sweat and tears. But also within those miles are
celebrations: births, new jobs, enduring relationships, smashed barriers and
wonderful revelation. I have seen sunsets and sunrises. I have smelled the
tropical rains of Nicaragua and breathed the dry winter air of Banff, Canada. I
have pounded melting pavement in Guam and the heather choked rolling hills of
Scottish highlands. I have heard mountains crumble and seas roar. I have run
barefoot on Mexican beaches and along trails established by Indians in the
Appalachians. I have run away from home and back again. I have run from myself
and from my God. Only to find Him and who He has created me to be.
Running is
like learning to cook or learning to appreciating art. At first you are taught
the basics in rigid fashion learning from patterns established by those who
blazed before. Then you are allowed to practice and develop your own style.
Soon you dabble here and there with different aspects and nuances, landing on a
few themes that suit your style. Sometimes you are influenced by the latest fad or by
what others suggest but in the end you find what works for you, what you like, and
stick with it. Sure you will try new things but there will always be your
foundation. I have always favored Asian cuisine and Leroy Neiman. As my running takes me well into my fifth
decade I reflect on how it has improved my life. What have I learned, avoided,
gained, and appreciated more because of the miles behind me? How will I grow as I
cover the miles before me? What will happen when someday I am no longer able to
run?
A few days ago Cheryl, the boys and I went back to that special five mile out-and-back route
Dad ran to get ready for the Seattle Marathon so many years ago. I actually rode along side him the first couple times. Soon, the trip to Northup Way and back along West Lake Sammamish Parkway became my first run. It was a fun
celebration of how far I have come and it was a true pleasure to share with my
family. The run was enjoyable and easy but running with the little guys on
bikes was nerve-racking in that I was now in my dad’s place being concerned
about the boys riding out into traffic or crashing. He never said anything but
I am sure he had the same thoughts as my little red bike spastically swerved
about with every turn of my head. With the run complete we loaded back in the car and headed to
the "Little Store" for ice cream bars. I reflected on the fact that this run
brought my life mileage to 20,000 and Cheryl joked (in her best old man voice) about how, when I am 80, I will be fixated on recording my mileage saying, "I've got to run at least one mile today." She is probably right.
Tony